Diaries June – September 2018
“… but it’s hard to stay
In tears, waiting for the song to end.
It takes me back to simpler times. Now bittersweet memories.
All these years anticipating loss, as well as the guilt I knew would come with it.
You hide your pain for fear of scaring everyone away.
I always focused on all I was heading towards. Living life like an adventure. Never looked back to what I was saying goodbye.
I have no regrets, everything was worth it. It just hurts. And it’s a beautiful kind of heartache. Because really, your heart can only break over something truly good.
You need to leave something behind to keep moving forward.
It can be your home, your comfort, your dog, or the bitterness and fear of past traumas.
Whatever it takes, I don’t want to miss on life.
I rather have my
“- But what does that mean?
– It means your future hasn’t been written yet. No
-We will, Doc.”
“Hard times create strong men, strong men create good times, good times create week men, week men create hard times. “