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\nToo many things. Too much to think about. And I know it’s worth it, but I just can’t stay focus in one thing for more than 10 minutes. Another thing jumps in my mind and I have to think about it. It’s the same all they long since April began. And it’s exhausting.<\/p>\n

But this is the difficult part. After that, everything is gonna be so nice. Or that’s what I tell myself most of the time. Then I think that life is this, and it never slows down, so I have to try very hard to stop and enjoy the moment. Because otherwise I will look back and think of all the things I was missing because I didn’t pay atention while I was worried about some nonsense or just making plans for the next 5 minutes or 5 years.<\/p>\n

But whatever, I’m gonna be fine. If I panic too much I just have to go watch some TED talk or listen to some 90s music and I’ll be just fine. <\/p>\n

\n** I took this pics at the studio in February, I was dancing very happy after a shooting. Everytime I finish a shooting, even if I’m super tired, I feel happy, it’s a rush. It’s my medicine. And I hate that I’m not shooting now, because I need that feeling. But I have a big bunch of pictures from last month that I have to work in… and little time. Oh..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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