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Diaries June – September 2018<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“… but it’s hard to stay mad,<\/g> when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax,<\/g> and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life…<\/em>“

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In tears, waiting for the song to end. \u00a0
It takes me back to simpler times. Now bittersweet memories.\u00a0
All these years anticipating loss, as well as the guilt I knew would come with it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You hide your pain for fear of scaring everyone away. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I always focused on all I was heading towards. Living life like an adventure. Never looked back to what I was saying goodbye.
I have no regrets, everything was worth it. It just hurts. And it’s a beautiful kind of heartache. Because really, your heart can only break over something truly good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You need to leave something behind to keep moving forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It can be your home, your comfort, your dog, or the bitterness and fear of past traumas.
Whatever it takes, I don’t want to miss on life.
I rather have my heart break<\/g> over and over than miss out on the most lovely things, the ones that make life beautiful. Anything worth living comes at a cost, a little sacrifice. And if you are afraid just remember, it is better to look back at a life full of mistakes than one filled with missed chances. Don’t take the safe path. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

“- But what does that mean?
– It means your future hasn’t been written yet. No <\/em>one’s<\/em><\/g> has. Your future is whatever you make it. So make it a good one, both of you.
-We will, Doc.”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Hard times create strong men, strong men create good times, good times create week men, week men create hard times. “<\/p>\n\n\n\n