You’ll start to think I’m boring (blah..)

Hello there! I feel like I haven’t write anything here for ages now..
think about it, and so many different things have happened in the last
months. So many changes in the last year. And I’m
happy about it. I feel I’ve grown.
I’m learning to be more aware of my actions and how to focus everything I do with positive energy. I can learn from everything I do.

And why am
I writting this here and now? Cause writing is everything. Writing
and photography. It’s like a huge present I’m doing to my future me. I already
gave myself this present in the past, I used to write about everything and I’m so grateful to have those memories stored now… thanks, me.
as long as what I’m writting has a good intention, why not sharing it? I
know I haven’t share any of the stuff I wrote in a while because of my fears. But a few years ago I had a blog too, and I used to write there all the time no matter what. And I just want to do it again. I want to do this more personal. Cause it’s how I really feel.

Does that mean that I’m not afraid anymore? I wish, but
no. The only way of getting somewhere is by actions. There’s no point in
complaining, you gotta do something in order to see some changes in
your life. So I just look up to people who I admire for what they do,
and I ask myself what kind of person I’d like to be. I try to picture in my mind this person, and what type of things
she does, and then I know which things I’d like to do that I’m not doing now.
So if I want to be the kind of person who writes, I just write. And maybe eventually those fears will be gone.
I kind of feel it’s already happening…

ps: I’ve got so many pictures to show.

2 thoughts on “You’ll start to think I’m boring (blah..)

  • That fear – it really ruins things doesn't it? But I love you work and you words, if it's any consolation.

  • Adore these photos and that dress.

    I know that fear. It's so hard when that fear sort of infiltrates everything by surprise. But you're right, writing is everything and I cannot wait to hear your words.

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