Look back and smile

Bali diaries, August 2015

“Select your thoughts just the same way you select your clothes every day. This is a power you can cultivate. If you want to control things in your life so bad, work on the mind. That’s the only thing you should be trying to control.”

Finally in Bali. It’s hard to believe. I was taking a walk today and thinking how amazing it really is to be here. Because it seems like it was just yesterday that I was dreaming of this. It used to feel like it was never really going to happen. But again, here I am. Crazy. And I’m not just talking about being on this island but at this moment. This point in my journey, and in life. I can look back and see that I have, in fact, done and seen many different things. Yet somehow I feel like I’m halfway. Like the biggest is yet to come. An end that will be a new begging.

Now I remember those bad days in Thailand, at the very beginning of this adventure. When everything was so unclear, and I was confused and didn’t know how to feel or what was going to happen. When I was afraid. I´m not anymore.